Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Frustraminated

Really. I am having SUCH a hard time dealing with being at this job. The hardest thing is that I still have 4 1/2 more weeks of it. I feel like I die inside a little more each day I am here. It was a 6 week assignment that has managed to turn into 3 1/2 months. How am I going to get through this?

8 comments:

Rachel said...

Oh hon! I am so sorry that you job makes you so unhappy. :( Just think about all the things that this job makes you appreciate. AND it's almost over. You can do it! Then, you'll be on your way to making more wonderful art to share with the world.

HUGS!

Alanna said...

Aw, thanks. :)

CB said...

QUIT! why stay if its making you feel like this? money's not worth it IMO. ((H+L))

Alanna said...

Money's not worth it...no...but being able to afford rent is kind of important, and defaulting on loans and bills is no joke. I think I am going to talk to my temp agency though and let them know how unhappy I am, and see if they can get me another temp assignment for the next month or so.

CB said...

yeah I feel ya. Being grown up sucks sometimes. I think its a good idea to talk to your temp agency and definitely get re-assigned. Nothing wrong with that. GL hun. Just like rachel said, keep it in perspective, its just a step towards doing what you really wanna do. How's the book binding biz coming?

Alanna said...

Very slowly. I'm still waiting on supplies and photos to get my sample albums made. Once I finally get that done, then I need to start marketing them. I have a feeling it's going to be several months before I can start making any money. It's kind of depressing at this point! :P

CB said...

Don't get down. You just started. Unfortunately its gonna be slow. But I think thats the great thing about having your own business, yes you are responsible for everything BUT only you reap the rewards of all your hard work. It will happen. Just keep at it. I believe in you.

Alanna said...

Thanks, CB!